i feel unsignificant.
like i dun matter to my family at all
all the bitch can think of is just "oh my son going overseas, must go for this this this for my son"
"o my son very busy, he cannot do" when he nothing to do go join things that do not concern him at all so he's "busy" n can go out all day but i cant.
i'm so free so i'm supposed to stay at home n do house work
its the last few weeks of holidays and i cant even go out and enjoy
like wtf la
u dun even help me much with my school stuff
you dun even bother much
for ur son u check everything for him
u dun even care about me
then u scold me and say that i dun evern tell you and dun plan
i told you
i tot that maybe one of you would like accompany me there
seeing how i've never done it before
but nooooo
you dun even care
you just scold me and say i dun plan at all
like wtf la
everything i do is wrong
i can never please you
you tell me not to go out so often cus later when sch start then i cannot study prop
WHEN SCH STARTS
n it hasn't started yet
and i got 4As...i believe that i know that i shld study
shldn't she be more concerned bout her son who din even get a single A. but noooooooo...he can go out all he wants...
go out to as late as he wants
they want me to act mature and take reponsibility of what i need to do
like how he shld act
but they dun treat me the same way
they cant treat me like a little kid but expect be to be responsible like an adult.
wth la
she's so full of shit
so she's still pissed that i dun want to go to uk to study
but i really dun want to
n cus her son decides that he want to go overseas to study
he's the favourite now
not like he wasn't before
but now
its just disgusting
everything's about him
and i'm treated like dirt
like i'm not worthy of her time
like i mean nothing more that a stranger on the road to her
if its not her son
she just sings
her singing sux
but she sitll spends so much money and time on it
she rather her kids not have food and go singing
its really very sad
when you know that to your mother, singing is more important that you.
it shows how insignificant you are in the family.
haiz
and the only one who i think is glad to have me on this earth
i'm not supposed to see much of according to the bitch
she's trying to make me more miserable
like all the favourtism she shows doesn't make me feel bad anough
like it doesn't make me feel that i shouldn't be born
the only person that makes me glad that i'm in the world i can already only see twice a week
and i'm not even supposed to
sux
i hate my life
at least i have someone worth living for.
someone who makes everything better.